Nothing exists except this
“Sorrow makes us all children again – destroys all differences of intellect. The wisest know nothing.” ~ Ralph Waldo Emerson
Nothing exists anymore for me outside of my mother’s hospital bed. The horizons of my world have shrunk to this small space and a longing to be with her all the time. It is so precious, almost unbearably so, to still be able to reach out and hold her hand, stroke her face, look into her eyes, knowing that soon I won’t be able to do this anymore. I am trying to imprint her deep in my memory while I still can. As each day passes, the realization grows that our time with her is diminishing – the days seem endless and at the same time too short. That the day will come soon that she will no longer be in our world is something that is still too terrible to bear.
Precious, just precious. Words fail me. Just know I am praying and meditating. You and your mother have a beautiful bond, never to be broken.
XOXO,
Jan
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I’d like to say something to ease your anguish but know that there are no words for that. I’m so glad that you’re writing about your feelings and sharing them and hope that it provides you with some comfort to know that we’re with you in spirit and holding your hand from afar. xo
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I have no words other than that we are here in solidarity with you. Big big love to you and your Mom. xo
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xxx
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I understand Marie. I remember. Store up all you can or are able. Treasure it all, even the parts that hurt. Later it is all precious; all of it, even the most painful parts.
I know your mom feels loved. And so are you. Hugs.
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Marie, this is heart-breaking. I wish I could comfort you in your time of sorrow.
xoxo
Beth
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Your words share with us your grief…may we share with you our love, care and prayers?
Wishing I could take the sorrow away…
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i am so sorry marie.
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You and your mother are in my thoughts, Marie.
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Sending love and prayers, wrapped in a very gentle hug xxx
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Holding all of you in my thoughts and prayers. In these moments you want to stop time.
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Nearly 21 years ago, I was in the same place….I know a bit of what you’re feeling. My thoughts are with you and your mother.
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Thank you so very much for reaching out.
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My heart aches reading this, Marie, but I am glad you and your mother are able to be together. xxxxx
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Thank you Kathi x
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love and light to you Marie. I carry you in my heart. xxxxx
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